kim kardashian wedding a flop deemed too materialistic or a glamorous one?

 Personally Kim Kardashian's wedding was too much to take, too much publicity stunts i could not stand it. For me there was no dramatic effect, it was lavish all right the guests are in awe of the decorations and the food, the reception and the guests...but here you can see the difference of a celebrity wedding from real weddings and from the royal wedding. The royal wedding was also publicized but I was not this annoyed, i love kim kardashian  before---not until i realized the reality of her not being real.
well it would be normal for you to say that i am just jealous. well I dont like her life at all, its full of publicity stunts, full of make-up, full of costumes. I feel the whole part of it is like a plastic cup. Its like a big plastic full of lies that become truths. I can no longer stand her.
Dont get me wrong Kim Kardashian is certainly beautiful and a certified fashion icon, voluptuous and all, but i have stopped admiring her,,,when she started selling her wedding photos for 1.5 million, talk about tasteless.

I was not impressed with the Vera Wang Gown, well its a beauty, but the purity, the simplicity of the occasion was not there. I am not a celebrity---and this is one of celebrity ceremonies that I do not dream to become a part of. its all about the food that they ate, the beauty of the place, the freebies. its sickening, this people dont even know each other. ( i so think that they don't)
I have had enough of reality tv shows, in truth they are not realistic at all and when they try to be dreamlike they suck.
Good luck with Kim Kardashian and her husband, i hope they last. Honestly it would suck to hear another celebrity divorce after a glamorous wedding isnt it?

The only good thing about the Kardashians-i do not think they are taking drugs and they do not appear like drunkards to me unlike Lindsay Lohan nowadays. so all in all i think they handle their fame well and they rake in millions of dollars for just being themselves---but on the other hand is America too bored? there is nothing else to watch that they produce this kinds of reality tv shows? where is the thrill, the knowledge in this kinds of trash tv shows?

I guess people will have varying opinions, this is the last time i will write about KIm Kardashian,because I am sick of her, her face is everywhere, she should honestly give it a rest before people get tired of her.

the power of meditation

Nothing in life is worth arguing for- now if i could only convince myself that it is the truth then i could truly live in peace. I have taken this habit of sitting in my room and emptying my thoughts for 15 minutes or more. Sometimes I just think about the grass, the wind, the water, the sea, the deep ocean, the eyes of the tiger, the flowers, the rain---the trees---nature, and nothing else. During this times i feel complete, that everything i need in life is already there. Sometimes I think about the one man I love and I smile, I keep on generating thoughts about positive things that will happen to me and him. I am very happy during this moments, the joy is pure, there are no expectations from anybody. No family members to nag you and tell you to become this or that, no television to trick you into thinking that you are not enough, no harsh comments from friends regarding weight, no need to talk about money, or politics. no need to gossip about neighbors or think about what food i will eat> it is just me and this peaceful world. Feeling the connection with the universe, is so strong. In the past I had always advocated against many things like tuition fee increase, weight problems even to the point of starving myself, i got overly obsessed with finding a way how to become popular myself- drinking sprees, never ending coffee conversations, rationalization, questioning the meaning of life and so and so forth, getting depressed when things do not go my way- and wanting to change the world because I was forever discontented. And then  i just woke up one day and got tired of it all. Fighting the world, screaming and shouting,changing my appearance, maintaining a so called discipline for others, maintaining a certain weight to be loved, arguing, trying so hard to be noticed, to gain the attention of others- its just not me anymore. Nowadays i just shy away from conversations. after all i am slowly realizing that life is more about living in peace together with the elements. Animals and trees, never mind the expectation of humans or my own expectation about humans- it just really does not matter anymore, Love is always inside me. I can never find it with others even if i try hard enough- it is just here inside me, living, thriving.. I find watching the birds, the trees, the flowers soothing, its like there is no idea in me that is left regarding the need to prove myself with clothing or with my current social status. i dont have the energy to criticize anymore, i dont really care about politics, the condition of any country or my hair. Sitting there and emptying my thoughts, or sometimes visiting a vast plain of land, grassy mountaintop, feeling the call of the universe in that 15 to 20 minutes of silence is enough- i have all that i need. Happiness within. the glorious feeling of putting everything down, and not resisting anything- i hope to feel higher and elevated as i continue to love myself and heal myself---my thoughts are calmer this days, my sleep is more relaxed. I have everything that i need in life...